Nights I survied....Had to cover my ears n eyes
so i wouldnt hear pops swear or see moms cry...
I despised bein alive....At time wanted to die
I was just so fucking sick of hearin his lies,
Seems everynight was an uproar n' a fight
Sometimes I got so mad I just wanted to take his life,
He had no rt...to take away my moms life...
Payed no attention to me...N didnt treat my moms rt,
His head wasn't on tight, A happy life was rt under his nose
tho he chose to be an alcoholic w/ a broken home,
Now Im Broken Yo....Memory's will remain til my bones r old,
Shit, i just want to erase this from my brain
............Cuz Ive felt this way since i was 7 years of age,
The Pain is excruciating....From the past I'm bothered
Its just scary to think I could Take after "My Father".....
This is just some ish I had on my mind, I dropped it
to a nice beat, Ill have it up in "songs" in a couple days
soon as I get all the production done....But for now
tell me what yall think...