hello
my names mat
im not a respectable person
fuck you
brought up in the middle class, but the shit wasnt easy
i made myself tv dinners because my father was too skeezy
i always had your back
and i always did as you told
such a slow car on such a long road
i dont hold my head up because im you're son
id end it but i always find myself staring down the barrel of a empty gun
are you suprised, or can you see where im comming from
i dont know what a family is because i never had one
i cant hold a promise, i have nothing to guarentee
its about to be fall, and im the last leaf on lifeless tree
i cant get mad about it anymore, im not that low
i figured how to turn my tears into words, so when i cry i flow
im upset inside, buts the normal to me
i dont hate anything, i just cant get what you cant see
always found something wrong, never cared about the right
death doesnt scare me because whos gonna care if die tonight
a lie and a thief, and i cant be trusted
i made myself miserable, so that you wouldnt get busted
2 divorces and and my mother was or four
both were whores and you had so much more to live for
im afraid of nothing but you're my biggest fear
and ive put up with it for 15 years
but right now im in love with 'caine
right now im the pilot of a crashing plane
