Dayz of Lost Faith
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When my mother would wake-up...
She wouldn't put on make-up...
All she would do is pray to just say "Thank ya"...
Didn't understand why Death came to take ma...
God: I hate ya...
But no more tears will weep to hide that...
I wanna commit suicide by a side-strapped mind-gat... cause I find that...
All tha gods have given up on this soldier...
Church is no more... I'm livin my life like it's already over...
I'm lost and doubt that i will ever be found...
Unless I can't run cause I'm actually face down...
As blood covers tha ground...
And tha sound you'll hear is a little girl in fear...
Saw tha gunblasts comin... ran to protect her...
But I got shot and couldn't shoot back cause my glock was locked...
So my body had to block... and then my body just dropped...
I had to give her cover... I was not about to lose another...
Cause I had already lost my mother to tha same thing even though I loved her...
Each day I used to pray but then I gave up...
Dayz of lost faith will make Death hafta take ya...
In order to better tha lives of others...
For instance: He's savin ur mother and ur brother...
Each day it gets harder to live life in tha streets...
But these beats may raise me up so I can eat...
No more correction houses or infected couches...
Had to sit somewhere so we made garbage pouches...
And stacked them to get comfort on tha floor...
Got no carpet cause it's something I can't afford...
Got no TV... our entertainment comes from scratched CD's...
Found in tha trash... thrown away since they're unknown MC's...
In fact... most people's trash cans are empty...
We wearing rags just to hide our guns so don't tempt me...
Otherwise we'd be naked in tha summer sun...
Our feet be done from all tha times on tha run...
From gangs and tha police... and would've known...
That church is illegal to those with no home?
Now we stuck tryin to pray without a bible...
Don't know wat to say except hope for survival...
Perhaps to even live longer than to 21...
Cause wit no faith it's hard to live by tha gun...
Where bangin is tha only thing found fun...
And everybody here wants to be number one... <Take It From Me!>*
Each day I used to pray but then I gave up...
Dayz of lost faith will make Death hafta take ya...
In order to better tha lives of others...
For instance: He's savin ur mother and ur brother...
Until I'm off'd and I find my way into my coffin...
I'll try to go to church and pray as much as often...
Hopefully I can be saved even if I've misbehaved...
Since my early days where faith was wat my mother gave...
To give us hope...watching tha Pope in tha windows...
Of stores... It seemed to him that life's a joke...
Cause how can someone so great above create...
A thing that's so fuckin bad as hate... wether by rage or race?
Does it really take that for us to see our mistakes?
Tha human race will break cause hate's only tha top of tha cake...
But it will help to destroy all tha people...
One by one... tha whole world will be seen as evil...
Lookin for a sign while starin at a church steeple...
God's enjoyin a peep-show as he watches through Heaven's key-hole...
So religion is wat's supposed to be a new begginin...
For everything you've done... You will be forgivin?
Then why do we die so early be suicide or a drive-by...
Does anybody know why He makes our Mama's cry?
So I will say while I kneel by my bed to pray...
That I've been livin through tha Dayz of Lost Faith...
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