It feels like tha worlds weight is crashin down
i sit in bliss and listen to that everlastin sound
my life is like an overload,my brain is passin out
i see my self start to loose direction,confused and guessin
sometimes i hope im fit to raise an adolescent
give him praise for days and hand him presents
my one star that sits on half moon crescents
and thats my blessin,aside from my baby girl
she keeps my nights bright and clears my hazey world
i keep my family close like im fiendin for a dose
my sons got crazy curls,too young to get faded
im liked by most,but im close to bein hated
if you didnt understand what im sayin,let me reiterate it
inhale gasses till im high then i swerve
life passes you by if you dont try,in a blur
memories where no one envys me,i prefer
--everyday i pray we can make it
i stand tall when i feel i should fall and start shakin
dont know where im goin i feel naked
feels like im close to bein frozen and breakin
when im smokin im bakin--
my baby missed a month,when im pissed i punch
stress consumes my whole being,gettin blitzed and drunk
used to get dissed at lunch,until i found a way to vent
as i send my sound away im spent,i found a way to pay my rent
use my pen to send a message,then blend in aggression
i bend tha lesson and ive been corrected,so just spin the record
ive been fucked over by many bitches,tricks w/ fake kisses
bitches that wanna be my mistress,cook,clean,and do tha dishes
there vicious spittin fake game,talkin shit they bring up your name
she got no job and no money,and your to blame
you cant cure tha game,its tha deadliest disease,itll eat away your teeth
snort your pride and sneeze,its hard to stay alive with ease
collapse to your knees and pray,please,save me
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