Never Ending Cycle
The Story Of My Life
Bonnie
"Remember Nov. 28th, 2004? could
hardly wait. What smiles rose, thorns
surprised our fate, the tears i've cried
from then to date, but still i stay, hopes
ways would go, my heart won't closed
still space to grow, through foes to hoes
I chose to change, for you should know
my lonely days."
"One of those terrible moments when the wheel of passion
stands suddenly still"
-Bulwer Lytton.
Soul mates, broken down, such depressing positions
Messages pending, no answer, all that's left is suspicion
Blessings were given, hidden disguise, questioning endings
Sense a change in time<---what they never were spending
Seems the bed was the predator, friends spying to better her
Bria<-->Tia<-->Camira<-->Nita<-->Nisha<--> etc,...
"The flying rumors gather'd as they roll'd scarce any tale was sooner heard than told and all who told it added something new, and all who heard it made enlargement too, in every ear it spread, on every tongue it grew.
-Pope.
Talk was open, chosen over when rumors closen
All loosely spoken, the things we lose for you to hold in
The tool to focus, clouded vision, from pupils soakened
Concluded closure, through petiness in deluded moments
Such views to omitt, much lies in truth, but usually potent
Rudeness aloathing, safe position, when proof is broken
"Yey there is one more cursed than them all, that canker-worm, that monser, jealousy, which eats the heart and feeds upon the gall, turning all loves's delight to misery, through fear of losing his felicity. Ah, gods! that ever ye that monster placed in gentle love, that all his joys defaced!"
-Spenser.
Clyde
"Remember Nov. 28th, 2004? could hardly
wait, what boudful joy brought grugde in
hate, no soul alive could take your place, the
countless stuggles from then to date, but still
I stay to prove my case. The lies expressed
I must admit, the peace that puzzles barely
fits, I lied and cheated, can't deny, but reasons
not to see you cry. You in parts i don't deserve,
but you as whole, for that's my word, we're
not the same must I differ, temptation falls
to tempt my urge, believe in me, it's just a phase
for you should know my past and ways."
"It's not the first time i've laid waste to our relationship, for all you know is not all you know, some mistakes from lust, but more to regret, your friends are not your friends believe, your friends the one that came to me, but place blame elsewhere, on me indeed, im sorry again, and again im sorry, 2 years of tears have left you weary, i'll take my leave for times are eerie, so once again this time will stalk for i've loss out on love......and still its my fault."
-Clyde aka Xtreme Malice
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