and if i could go back how could i right what ive done
to many lives stolen to many ballads have been sung
to many murder witnessess to many shots have rung
why it gotta be this way im not sure not my desicion
look to the skys for anwers but the clouds block my vision
its like i got multipersonalities and they in full collision
im confused and dazed which is wrong which is right
im pushed down and ambushed the going aint light
some how this scenerio is different it dont feel right
cause my boyz said i died ago 6 years ago tonight
but how could i be dead if im here in person now
well my boy said i parshied from bein shot down
the body was never to be resurected nor found
and he begins to think that im an hallusination
that he's only talkin to the baren wall he facin
my hearst racin... then theres a blinding flash
to learn from the future u gotta live in the past
but yo all this shit and acusations just wat i get
for the memories i select im witnessen the butterfly effect
select... another memory and now im reminsissin
my eyes open to black and white i start to listin
and i relize that im on trail so to be in the prison
guilty cries the judge dont ask myself the reason
im givin up on myself to me its personal treason
my boyz try and get a sentence wit me im cursin
u get the worst deal but they the ones who hurtin
why do my memories go back why am i so restricted
but the scared past is revealed thats wats inflicted
and i belive in wat i say so why dont i go and follow
why do i always try and fill shit when my tips is hollow
and i got another million questions i save it for tomorow
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