A Beggers Life.
I swore to hold the key, but now, its slowly folding see..
As I make, "Im hungry," signs from leftovers thrown at me..
Theres no way out of here, and life’s, not about to clear..
A life supply of water, only when I count my tears..
Be brave, announce my fears, and sigh cause I need help..
But today was a good day..
..................................A whole sidewalk to myself!
So much pain, and loneliness, but see, im phony, shit
As I grab the mic and think, "what if,"..
.....................................But why am I holding this?
Theres no future in me, and no, theres no future you see..
This world will come to an end, as a future of greed..
Money makes the man? No, more like money makes the type..
Of guy to be an asshole, but money makes my life..
Nothing in myself, I plead on the street, no dollar still..
I don’t even have a pocket, to hold a dollar bill..
All I ask is for a dollar, im so sick, of poverty..
Saying my prayers
.......................And I wouldn’t mind hitting the lottery
..
Because..
Life’s so hard at times, and yes its hard at times..
But my only future holds, how well I smart these rhymes..
Theres nothing in life, and no, nothing you can accomplish..
I need to make as much of it.. So Im not about to stop shit..
..
Life’s so hard at times, and yes its hard at times..
But my only future holds, is how well I smart these rhymes..
Theres nothing in life, and no, nothing you can accomplish..
But I need to make as much of it.. So Im not about to stop shit..
..
Its not money, no, no money at all, its funny you called..
I couldn’t answer!, so no, it wasn’t funny at all..
Life’s not worthy, and all it does is fucking hurt thee..
As a life like this is not meant…
.........................For a man who just hit thirtie..
I fear that Im doomed, its clear, I fear of my tome..
But I know this is a dream..
..........................Lord, please make it clear up soon
Im sick of this shit, sick of this bitch, sick of my own shit..
Im sick of everything! Everything is just sick..
I don’t know what to do, no mom, for holding you..
Its hard growing up..
......................When clouds are what to look up to..
Im badly divorced, dumped on the street, sadly poor..
The only one who turned out like this, in a family of four..
Im dumb a ton, or even worse, I guess Im just some scum..
The type of person people laugh at..
..........................................No more than a bum..
This is just gay for heavens sake, a day I’ll never make..
So I’ll just lie right here in the ally..
.................................And pray that I’ll never wake
RIP: Mark Ujean Murphey.