I gotta to make this song cry....
I gotta to make this song cry my brother said why
-through all the trials and shit....i know i'm a end up in the sky
i rap for the thrill niggaz out to kill
-no way am i trying to portray a killa but ma boys say i'm ill
gotta to stay on topic why? coz i see my own death
-its scary 3 bullets penetrated into my chest
nobody see's the headless horseman in there dreams accept me
-never had the chance to be a kid and watch nick tv
always running from beef i guess my lifes like black jack
-put a black jack on the pack pick up seven or lean back
stay strapd? nah i'ld rather stay with my pack having fun
-no need for me to be on the run for packing a 12mil gun
i cant make my eyes shed i denie my heart to cry
-too much pain like a wingless bee trying to fly
lord forgive me for my sins i promise i'll never be bad again
-but like 5o said......over and over again
Chorus:
I dont wanna cry....
too much pain why...
god i gotta to make this song cry...tell me why
concealing my thoughts not telling any1 b4 they think i'm sick
-end up with my rights being red out--and sectioned talking to a shrink
music is the only way i try to bring piece to my heart
-but i put everything into my work...but it still dont shine in the dark
voices i'm hearing saying death is the best thing for me
-bring a bag of haze bottle of jin an weetoes and now u hearing me
maybe lord you should taken my soul instead of my mothers
-huisane fatal is nufin without his long lost brother
2pac is an idol he helped me with my rhymes
-is death thee only thing that makes a nigger shine?
seems so aint shit now but i wonder if they'll remember
-the times when i was shit an my niggaz said dont worry yul get beta
Chorus:
I dont wanna cry....
too much pain why...
god i gotta to make this song cry...tell me why
Daymm, oh shit, sorry yaahl for the sad rhymes and shit--lol, i just got a big rock on my heart and i'm trying to lift it! hold tight...
Chorus:
I dont wanna cry....
too much pain why...
god i gotta to make this song cry...tell me why
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