I'm a little rusty, but yea.....here it is
Thought It Was a Dream
an alarm clock goes off......
Emerge from my slumber like an infant out of the womb
Eyes glazed, mind dazed and overcome with gloom, it looms
Due to breif captions of a violent scene, somehow serene
My mental movie screen depicts an often reoccuring dream
Silent screams murder silence, attempt to define the pain
Extrimities are permiting me to inflict on one with my last name
Stone hands attempt to wring her neck like soaked clothes
Limp body froze, loosened life's grasp, my wife's eyes close
Her warm corpse lays lifeless parallel to my previous mark
Further proof that all's fair in war and matters of the heart
Her lover's frame sat slain, marred by numerous lacerations
Severing vital internal organs including his tool for procreation
Murderous plot stopped by the alarm clock, which awakens me
Snaps self back to reality, feel an emotional rush of complancency
Had concieved this grim deed, but was aware where it would lead
Since the plant we formed together had produced three seeds
True I knew the bitch was cheatin, had often considered leavin
But my little soldiers need guidenece and who else gon lead em
Seein my children in pain was more than my pysce could handle
So I plan to drown those bleek thoughts with shots of Jack Daniels
As hands grasp for the bottle, my soul suddenly stricken with greif
Seeing life's fluid stain my hands, bloodshot pupils stared in disbelief
Liquor mixed with bewilderment, engulfed a weary soul now defenseless
Confusion became reality, life's ironic illusion blurred once keen senses
Brusies and scratches showed signs of a stuggle, I was still befuddled
Muddled mind pirouetting like dancers, so weakend eyes struggled
To search the room for answers, they stopped at a blood puddle
Soaking the saatin sheets where two stiff silhouettes lay huddled
Prepared for the emotional storm as the mental puzzle started to shape
My worn body quickly rose to view the unbiblical couple's current state
It was vivid, two mangled bodies ridged, intertwined in a death dance
Three victims of sad circumstace, reality through my mind into a trance
Wondering how I would handle the tragic situation I was now facing
Heartbeat quicked................breath..................... mind started racing
Knew there were no exit doors from this horrible nightmarish plight
Execpt one that would only result in my eternal soul's final flight
Unwantlingly embracessed my only option, knew the end had begun
Rummaged through my cluttered closet, slowly eased out the gun
Accepted the fate that laid before me was one I couldn't bear
So I remorsefully put the gun against my temple and said a prayer
*BANG*
I thought it was a dream
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