I Sit In The Dark w/ Written Remarks From Pain..
Fitting To Start Drippin What Embarks From Veins..
Kissing The Stars While Gripping Mars w/ Reins..
Visions Of Bars & Living Hard Remain..
In The Distance.. A Candle Has Sparked Its Claim..
Hope Wishes Me To Cope.. So It, Lit A Remarkable Flame..
But My Soul Is Stained..
Its Been Pressed & Freshly Starched w/ Shame..
Im Not Worthy..
Earthly Hearts Stressed Me To March From My Name..
So Why Take Part In This Game?..
Why Walk To Hope's Fire When I Can Escape & Retire..
A Murderer For Hire Can't Wake In The Choir..
So Why Should I Try Ta Shake My Blade As An Admirer..
& Fake Whats Inside .. Like Its A Mistake To Expire..
I've Tried Ta Take Faith In The Higher & Believe..
But Lack Of Faith In Me, Has Me Conspiring To Leave..
From The Moment I Was Concived, Death Was Born..
Feelings Worn On My Sleeve..
Right Next To Where Thier Breath Was Torn..
The Norm Wasn't Precieved..
So I Proceeded To Storm on Killng Sprees.. Scorned..
& Before Long.. Rite & Wrong No Longer Seemed To Belong..
Thier Meanings Have Gone On To Be Lost In Me..
Tossing Me From Peace's Eternity .. The Cost Is Me Burning Awfully..
Can Feel The Beasts' Paws On Me.. Forcing Me To Turn Awkwardly..
& Go Towards The Light I See.. Bright As Can Be..
My Concious Is No Longer Fighting Me.. As He Looks On Excitedly..
I Raise It & Plunge The Knife In Me.. My Life No Longer In Doubt..
But Just To Be Safe.. He Knows To Twist The Handle About..
As The Blood Flows In Ample Amounts.. My Eyes Scamper Around..
Only To See Hope Shed A Tear & Disappear.. The Candle Goes Out.