the way i walk 2 fear its like a joke i laugh cuz only i can hear/
trap'd in insanity,the way i stare at death despized profanity/
clearly a mistake i fell on to earth,cuz i came straight from hell after my birth/
im a devil in a angels out look/shook 2 shake me out of wat i mistakinly took/
unfair 2 the ones i luv an care-4,cuz even wen out of control ur the one im always ther-4/
but it fights and breaks me down,till im left screamin at the edge of town/
face is red,eyes are deep wit hate/hard 2 relate 2 my mindly devilish soul-mate/
but he grew and now lives within-me/im currupt'd 2 prove that the devil is my twin-baby/
face it im brewin wit evil and bad dreams, i live wit myself no matter how bad it seems/
wats a kid 2 do wen hes deaths eyes,ive tried 2 escape but its worthless wit many miss'd tries/
grieve in deep sorrow 2 recieve the death wish of a luv'd one, shit Y CANT IT BE ME/
if i die 2 re-incarnate a better me/i have chances 2 see wats better 2 be/
i broken lil boy wit no will-2-live/with lil luv inside me there is still-some-2-give/
chorus*
brokin dreams diminished w/o a soul/
kurruption of death, deadly out-of-control/
w/o out a space 2 breath im dyin slow/
dig my grave, and push me in its pittyless hole/
no direction clear enough 2 see-all/like my body motionless but at a free-fall/
akward moments r all i have 2 die-4/if i have no soul, wat do i have 2 cry-4/
anxiously awaiting 2 be sav'd,cuz im a toy 2 the devil the way im beatin'd and inslav'd
treat'd 2 do his blessing of doom/i fume out my hears like a mad child as he storms 2 his room/
inchanted memories of angels,but wen i walk 2 heaven i cant get in only hell is acces granted/
wen i walk 2 school internal evil at high/angels surround me,beauty i see from here 2 the sky/
wen i start 2 come out of this mess/im reminded by him im hell bound and deadly bless'd/
shakin wit hate afraid 2 retaliate cuz im out of control but he contols my soul-less fate/
doom'd till internity awaits/im wat happenz wen da devil and hells angle mates/
the prince of darkness and fury, but wen i ask out, i cant even hear-me/
im sick w/o a soul so end my days/cuz if i wanna luv but stuck in this body nothin pays/
i gladly return my memories in 2 prevail/ther u have it vanish'd faster then a trashy-email/
Chorus*
everday i hold this in as a abnormal kid/
if i kill its not me its the devil that did/
shame on myself 4 wat ive created/
i want'd death,cuz ive want'd a sould but 2 long ive waited/