Its hard to sit back and watch someone you love die slowly,
solely of their own will, and contempt for life wholly.
Risking life for cheap thrills, like flame throwers at the circus,
I wish you'd put out the flame, but you burn yourself on purpose..
In a world full of temptation, you always succomb,
Scars on arms dont purge pain, they just make your heart numb.
Liqour's quicker, but it brings only momentary relief,
Is one night worth the cost of a life filled with grief?
Aren't you tired of living in the shadows of smoke?
It makes your mind choke, your life shrinks with every toke.
All that cloudiness lingers and it impairs your vision,
Can't answer "How many fingers?", let alone make a decision.
I HATE IT, hate to see you with your eyes all a glaze,
slurring words, staring at me with that dead, frozen gaze.
Those moments scare me the most, I will not deny it,
Its then I feel like i should say a prayer and shut your eye lids.
Even if, by some miracle, you tried to recover,
your body's been damaged, and you won't get another.
Selfish bastard, its what YOU like, but its hurting many others,
YOU'RE NOT A CHILD, I'M TIRED OF ACTING LIKE YOUR MOTHER.
NOT A CHILD,_ SURE NOT A MAN, NO LONGER CAN YOU MASK IT,
YOU'RE DRIVING THE NAILS STRAIGHT INTO YOUR OWN CASKET.
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? NO CAREER YOU'RE PURSUING,
I WONT BE AT YOUR GRADUATION, ILL BE AT YOUR VIEWING.
THE STORMS BREWING, YOUR GRATTITUDE HAS ALWAYS BEEN MEASLY,
THATS THE PROBLEM- YOU'RE FUCKING GIVEN EVERYTHING TO EASILY.
SPOILED BITCH- WHY'D YOU TURN? HOW THE HELL ARE YOU DRIVEN?
CAN'T YOU APPRECIATE ALL OF THESE THINGS YOU'VE BEEN GIVEN?
NO YOU CANT, CUZ IF YOU COULD,YOU'D APPRECIATE YOUR HEALTH
AND FIND STRENGTH DEEP INSIDE, INSTEAD OF KILLING YOURSELF.
"I want to change"..Is there a shovel to come with all of that bullshit?
You not only speak it, you also are full of it..
What was that whole speech about getting on track?
cutting back, easing off, slowly getting your life back.
I was a fool to believe it- that you'd actually achieve it-
i think you lasted two hours before you took that weed-hit,
Decieved it, Shoulda known that you'd actually have the nerve,
You tried your best? well, actions speak louder than words..
I was always there for you, though your weakness annoyed me,
Go ahead and do you..go ahead and disappoint me.
I tried, and in the process I've ripped up myself,
not even your best friend can help you if you don't help yourself.
You're pitiful, I want you to know that, i want to explain,
That its not too late for you to get help and change..
But you're not trying to hear that, so kill yourself, that's fine..
Just throw away what I've done for you.. and dont continue to waste my time.
I give up, on you, I give up on your plight,
I give up on trying to make everything alright
I wish you would have listened, wish you'd of put down that "knife",
Wish I could be successful in saving your life.
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