{intro}
look theres some shit that makes me have doubts about everything we've been through, its like i cant even trust you no more, so i wrote this......
{verse}
all the things we've been through, 9 months and now this
i dont get it why you belive somebody who's just a hatin bitch
all my joy turned to pain, quicker than 59 seconds turns to a minute
i thought this was love but the relationship is ended its finished
puttin words to paper to express how i feel, i kept it real
you turn shisty and shady, honestly i think my hearts been killed
some random person told you i was fuckin a bitch named bj
who the fuck is bj, now you holdin on tight i need some leeway
i need some room to breath i need time to think about these issues
i broke down and cryed head on my pillow reachin for tissues
will i miss you, i never misused you, i even put down my pistols
you done me wrong when it all came down to the grisle
i wanted to be the best but you threw bolders in my way
i cant hurdle them, cant take it i live depressed everyday
dont call me talk to me or even ask about me ever, never again
you askin why i cant get over it i ask you when will this bullshit end
{hook}
im breakin in peices i have no where to run, life is no fun
the bullshit has just begun, this is where i have to say im done
you expect so much to much for me to try to give
i dont want no kids, i'll move and no one will know where i live
{verse}
when someone calls in im the first one you call, i dont get no sleep
the way i get treated most people would say its beyond belief
no one ever considers givin me a break, work 10 hours
the first verse was to my girl this ones to my work, the worlds yours
everyday i gotta listen to complaints it never stops not for one second
my mom keeps sayin that through this experience i should learn a lesson
tell me why a jobs supposed to teach responsablity but it turns you
ive had three jobs the last two was unrespectable, workin with fast food
i speak for every 16 year old who's been where i am at this point in time
i got more experience than most 30 year olds and im still in my prime
16 bars is what i put dont to get away from this fucked up life
i just go loose and leave reality when i write, hiphop keeps me aight
it keeps me in-tact so i dont loose control, i let my emotions go
people mis-judge me and act like im a convicted murderer on parole
what should i do live this endless nightmare or end it here and now
who would miss me nobody, i have these thoughts, im goin down
{hook}
im breakin in peices i have no where to run, life is no fun
the bullshit has just begun, this is where i have to say im done
you expect so much to much for me to try to give
i dont want no kids, i'll move and no one will know where i live
{verse}
okay back to the topic of my girl, what can i say, its unpredictable
is she cheatin, who knows, do you?, is this relationship contredicable
im one cursed individual, mental more than spiritual, im unaware
im sittin in the conor of my room in a feedle position so scared
the lyrics that i write is all true aint no fakin, ya'll keep on hatin
the money im makin is stacked to the ceilin, fuck masterbation
i gotta have a chick i gotta get pussy, only to keep my composier
pick back up the heavy ass bolders.......put guns in holsters
ready for anything ready for this shit to pop off at anytime
thats why i write these rhymes, i'll silence you like mimes
fuck spittin another 16..............im givin you only 12 this verse
my life seem cursed, my destination is ridin in the back of a hurst
