Still Missin’ You
Wanted to preserve you memory, once you had left
And then I observed the theory of life after death
Look to the sky, shout to you above from below
Imagine you cry, lonely, waitin on me to follow
Feelin empty, hollow, thoughts of a better tomorrow
God grant me entry, cos im feelin too much sorrow
Would you want me to? You always told me to shine
Couldn’t live yours thru, ill live your life thru mine
And then im cryin, with some more suicidal intentions
Like im slowly diein, took one of my vital possesions
Thought id answered questions, still good die young
Were a short blessin, incomplete like day witout sun
You were unique to me, like a hood hand witout a gun
Now incomplete too, see, like a good man witout a son
Sorry to wake you, but im still missin’ you
Was my mistake too, and im still missin’ you
When I blink, open and im still missin’ you
Then I think thoughts of you, still missin’ you
Visions of you, an angel sent down for 17 short years
Purpose to miss you, to be remembered by your peers
Out comes more tears, as I remember my last words
When I didn’t care, mistaken pain was on my nerves
And then I wonder, is that all of me you remember
Exstinguished an ember, don’t remember that temper
Doubt you would, how can others continue witout you
Doubted I could, so left the hood abandoned the crew
But you know this, in my dreams when you were told
Tellin me not to, I cant help but miss, you were my soul
Told me mournin is getting old, move on you’re an adult
Atleast I could make peace, you sayin it wasn’t my fault
So ill move on, let you get ya beauty sleep, but don’t forget
Keep this song, when I get there itll be like we jus meet