It seems ridiculous to those ignorant few who can't grasp the pain that my young heart went through,
To those who've long forgotten, and even then barely knew, the helpless life that I lead, the day I almost lost you,
It sounds hysterical, but only when it falls on deaf ears, those who don't care, and are oblivious to fears,
Who have not yet loved, or been burnt in an anguish of tears when heartache sets in, and death wishes appear,
Words taste almost sour, when you don't want to share with arrogant people who think their stories compare,
Who shead tears for no reason, and rip out their hair, to gain evil attentions that really shouldn't be there.
Its hard to hold back emotion, when your encommpassed by lies, that scald and upset those that are angels in your eyes,
That cause only more crying and contamplating demise, that drive innocent people to commit harmful crimes,
Its so hard to tether yourself on a thread, and hold back from following the violene running wild in your head,
And spitting inside when streaks of anger run red, and remember the lines that the Bible once said.
So hard, yes its very hard indeed, to calm yourself down when your tied to such a short lead,
And the next 'word of wisdom' might provide the incentive you need, to lash out on the bully that worships only greed.
So satisfying, when you see their face smash on the curb and it makes you forget all that name calling you heard,
And you'll hit them again, because its what they deserve, they messed with your head, severed your last nerve,
And it all seems well worth it when police load you into the van, and you stare at the blood now all dried on your hands,
With 25 years ahead of you, living out life on remand, no hope of a future: But at least now your a man.
i replied to Credz latestthats worth two links by itself..and I also replied to 'toss a dollar'
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