Tears Of Anguish...
Gripped by the intellectual desire of this immortal feminine beast
Her games seemed surreal as they were almost always directed at me
The fate of the world...as it spins on it's axis
Death lurges forward as the earth brought back into black midst
Nothing is substantive or veritable that we can grasp in our fists
For desire of trepidation is what we lack in our grips
How can a human being be so formidable when grace is it's flare
Unstoppable is it for us to bequeath a stare
"a breath"
When positioned my iris across...she's a flower when bloomed
And when utter perfection is lost...you realize you towered to soon
You would drench her in jewels, no matter the expense or cost
As she wonders fathoms into the sea and your grasp is lost
Barriers brought upon by demonic features inside your skull
Rely that your windpipe will be unbarricated as you try to indulge
"a tear"
When you ponder the love that could have been, touch your flesh and it burns
Somethings in life are too complex for knots, in this case I am incapable to express it in words
Such a mess and it hurts...a choate relationship is non-existant, you wish it was true
Unable to catch what I caught, because it was like I was fishing for fluid
Can a person be a drug? Now I was craving strong
And I know she could be hidden under any of the stars that I place my gaze upon
Man, how can I uprest when i've evolved into such an unrestless figure?
And alone with the beauty comes a debt cheque that gets bigger
"poison anguish"
My neck? Just slit her...she had excess signification than a dictionary
The pictures my mind paints are inflictionary
My days of jubility and bliss are irretreivable interminably in abisms of darkness
And now my soul has been disintergrated down into incisions of saw dust
Be established in absolute emptyness..left to crawl and scream
And now my only ambitions lie when I rest my head upon feather...eyelids close and fall to dream
"despair"
Eternal sparks I truly conceived in..since brought up from birth
And now the vocal chortles I vaporize lead not to her mouth but the core of the earth
To myself silently, I created a truce to overpass
With each deep breath I inhale, it seems as thought i'm seducing her back
Predicaments ache and pain, so mentally running's a habit
Love and eternal time, you see, should come as a package
Obsequious to her every paw print...now the air has become a miasma
"nothing left"
The asperity of my attitude...love or anguish?...the latter
Recently before she fled, I thought life was verismilitude
Now the clock has ticked...i observe the mirror...and wish of killing you
Oh, the burden's avoirdupois is no dudgeon for me to carry
Stumble, then I tarry...I am crapulous..but not from alcohol..but from the one I was to marry
Such power overwhelmed, when dropped, could not even gasp
It was like tons of bricks flurried all over my past
"empty pain"
Ghouls were sucking my soul out of my drained entity
Captured in a cage with zickel bars as bird flesh was drenching me
She quenched my thirst, corrupted my hunger
I planned each day carefully, hoping my luck would not blunder
Each drop of sweat that slowly trickled down my face
Was equal to each set of tears that pounded our embrace
She was potentate over my mind as i was tremulous with fear
I moiled for love, but she ended up etiolating myself- it was unclear
"eyes closed"
She pierced my heart and blood fled from my lungs
Our relationship led to my death as was bread to it's crumbs
She inflicted damage equal to earthquakes in the middle east
Unintentional indirect murder- it still riddles me
Now i can hardly exhale a gram of air outside of the coffin i lay
As i lie slit wrists, unmoved for years, as worms penetrate my brain...
"the end...death"
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