Originally Posted by
whoami
Of Dawn's Abyss
or
The Sad Chatter of a Mad Hatter
First, nice title. Dawn, the beginning of light to the day. But then you got that possessive, abyss; darkness. Setting us up for something a bit dark there. Dawn personified almost, light's darkness. And the second title also fits. I'm sensing the rambling of a depressed mad man. I better not be disappointed.
Wandering white doves drift by . . .
Pondering, high-strung, if I could fly . . .
Would I reminisce above the riptide?
White doves is a nice piece of imagery, and image of serenity and peace. Got that quiet beginning, a sense of calm. But then you end reminiscing above the riptide, and riptide is an interesting choice. Hopefully not only chosen for the rhyme because the word really works. That riptide, it's rough and hard to swim in. Chaotic, pulls us out and sucks us in to the vast expanse of the ocean water. Deep dark, (dare I say abyssal) and frightening. But, if you could fly, would you be able to reminisce above the chaos. Untethered from all of that craziness...
Gift tied, I delivered my presence wrapped, entrapped
in wax, shrouded in shrapnel, a casual jackal in mask.
As long as I am upright, I am uptight, laughing at the thought
that love might subside my lust quite; yet it's something always sought.
Gift tied. Delivered your own presence as a gift. That's interesting. Wax... shrouded in shrapnel. This war imagery adds another dimension/layer. Love might subside your lust, yet it seems you can't overcome your base desires. Imprisoned by your own mind perhaps.
Injections of saline, now the scenes of daily, seem not to dissuade me
when pleas fraught with dismay mean please stop with the hating.
"He's no longer with us - caught in the daydream, his soliloquy sedating."
Injections of saline. Huh. Salt. Also making me think of eyedrops and that'd make sense for the whole vision aspect here. Playing around with sight, our perceptions of reality. And he isn't with us anymore cus' he's caught up in a different reality.
Standing at the edge of the bronze cliffs, at the behest of Dawn's Abyss:
Aim not amiss, my demons beckon the plunge under veils anonymous.
Of course I'm not fond of this, I am a slave upon this ship, sinking,
its destination being anywhere other than the space I do my thinking.
I owe my own men some sort of omen when it comes to the notion
of roamin' oceans alone without matters of motion; one's devotion
prone to lacking motivation without a way home from the wave's throne.
My loyalty - paved stone - unwavering and authentic as clay bone -
lingers lonesomely on the brink, wishing it had only stayed home.
Clay bone is a pretty cool combination right there. Slave upon the ship, sinking into the anonymous veil; diving off the bronze cliffs into that great vast dark. Not fond of it, but you can't do anything. You are at the behest of someone else, or even yourself. Inner workings working against your own workings.That personification of loyalty, wishing it had stayed home; that's a cool piece of wording and idea right there. Wishing it had stayed home... loyal to other people... but it's hard to stay loyal when you can't overcome your own demons.
My desperate demons' demeaning demands - atrocious;
absentmindedly approaching ends of rope - psychosis.
Picturing pigment of a figurine figment pendent upon a penchant need
for penmanship premises promising the honoring of hedonistic henchmen.
The demands are atrocious, your inner demons have you approaching the end of the rope. Suicide? Death... Going psychotic. Shit's dark and I love it. Don't know if you need those second two lines. They're impressive technically, but from my view... They don't necessarily add something important to this whole piece.
Perhaps I can carry on after all . . .
After all, inundating, marry song -
undulating, weary calm -
stored my soul aft - her all . . .
Carry on after all. Is that a bit of hope there? Marry Song. Could we ready that as Mary's Song? Soul kept stored and in tact thanks to 'her'. Some light at the end of the tunnel maybe. Who knows, kind of ambiguous here and I can roll with that.