I'm torn between two worlds of what's right and wrong
I'm either a good girl or a hoe showing her thong
Respect is given when respect is shown
Maybe if i show a little skin guys will leave me alone
I've given up all i had to be accepted for who i am
but through their eyes i'm a whore stealing everyones man
I'm a sophisticate, but people only know what they see
I wear sexy clothes, but i wear what comforts me
Twas a smart young lady doing beautiful things
got involved with the wrong person who showed a side of me i never seen
I ended up living my whole life the despicable street way
did what i could to get money so at night somewhere my head could lay
I guess everyone was right when they said i wouldnt be something
To this day i can honestly say that i am nothing
When i look into my sisters eyes all i see is shame
nothing but tears rollong down whenever she hears my name
"Tora....baby girl don't be mad at me
all i ever wanted was for you to be proud of me
I'm sorry if i caused so much pain by what i do
I honestly wish i could say those dreadful ways are through
Yet still im torn because i dont want to live this way
but i found out behind every bad moment shines a new day"
Torn,Torn....torn is what i am
wish i could get myself out of this jam
Torn,Torn....what am i supposed to do
a powerful voice told me "only the power in you can save you"