To what friends i have im sorry but in Vain You Help
Falling off your bike as a kid is the only Pain You've Felt
I cant describe how crazy or tragic this Life's Been
Ive been in a nightmare since birth i need a Nice Dream
Cant never seem to grasp it, by Thirty In A Casket
That's the stone truth people wanna Hurt Me Im A Bastard
I dont blame my mother for that, well not One Hundred Percent
The stench from my shallow grave im Under The Scent
So how can i breath positive? their is No Way
My temper is still flaring and it's a Cold Day
If i walked outside now the climate would Freeze My Tears
They say it isnt the way but i use alcohol to Ease My Fears
The only thing im scared of is a women Birthing My Seed
Im no type of role model plus the devils Cursing My Breed
Shit, what the hell could i do to fucking Change That
Im fighting with my own heart thinking wheir's my Brain At
It's the early hours and im putting Depression Into Words
Im really from the street you cant learn Lessons In The Burbs
And if that's where YOU dwell dont say Somewhere Else
The residents of the estate that im from None Bare Wealth
If they own their own home they did it through Hard Work
Wheir marked for jail or death and no doubt the Scars Hurt
You cant heal them with love or the promise of a Good Job
As a kid my peers told me if i wanted then i Should Rob
But i never did, how the hell could i rob my Own Kind
I just lied i stole once or twice but i got my Own Mind
I was drinking lager and smoking weed by the Age Of Eight
I hope you pussies are still listening to my Page Of Hate
If you can identify with me then i got Respect For You
Im a cold hearted cunt who dont care for the Next Whore Who
Say's she loves me but wants me to Calm Down
I'll change if god puts a future in my Palm Now