The concept of this song is a guy who's been on Death Row awaiting his death and this is just my perspective of what it would be like and what the guy would be going through. It's 3 verses but take your time with it dont just read it fast to get too the end read in depth and leave some good feed.
Im awoken by the stench of the guard's anticipation
I have to deal with whats behind and the shit im facing
Being born with this barbaric brain was my only hell
The walls of this cage hush up cause they know me well
The first time i was thrown in jail i was only twelve
But this is my last bid ten years in this lonely cell
A lot of time on my hands, a lotta rhymes on my hand
Cause they wont give me a pad for some reason im mad and uneven
I have to keep my mind state strong like the spine of a man
It was the only thing i could fufill cause crime was a plan
I know i must take my punishment so my tears are shed
I never had too many visitors cause my peers are dead
Never commited to any bitch cause i used to date the steel
Just like all my friends did so unfortunately their fate was sealed
Maybe i'll see them all soon but i'll die in a different way
I wonder if god will hear me out cause it's today
Im contemplating whether to tell you my back story
Nah im sorry i cant do it cause to be honest that bores me
I'll tell you this from my birth date i had a cursed fate
But to be even more honest i was bad in the first place
Booze and drugs, hanging with a crew of thugs
The neighbourhood that im from you dont choose to love
I was dealing weight in the day then robbing folks
I never mentioned religion around my friends cause god brings jokes
It was a Tuesday i mugged a women for a bag of groceries
Didnt realise her sons were watching so they had to smoke me
Both came running up but they didnt have the chance to shoot
Because i shot them first they only had a glance at youth
I left those two kids not far from a corpse state
Lawyers couldnt do nothing for me at the court case
They died despite a week of operations and life support
I honestly feel remorse i just hope where im going it's a nice resort
Im eating my last meal yeah it's bitter sweet
My last visitor was my daughter she blew a kiss to me
I'll hold that in my heart till my final breath
Im nervous but here it starts yeah my final stretch
Guards open the cell and proceed to cuff both hands
Whether i get to hell or heaven i pray my oath stands
Ten year's ago that's really when my past finished
Maybe i could pray for forgiveness but it's last minute
Im sitting in a seat silent as they shave my head bald
I look around startled i coulda sworn i heard the dead call
The guards look at me like my mind was fucking crazy
I have to put a diaper on like im a fucking baby
They walk me to the room i see the victim's familys
I have to look them in the eyes they cant stand me
Im strapped to the chair now i sweat my exit
Soon it'll be all over when they press the next switch.........