My pen is petrified as i primatively perfect my craft
My paper is purposely pissing me off my words stretch i laugh
Fiending for a fix as i try and formulate a sick verse
This hurts, which works, i dream of personafying a quick hearse
I'll kill a fiend, fufill a dream, instill a scream
My rhymes save a thug, my grave is dug, stuck in a guillotine
My rhyme schemes are stressed, my mind needs a rest
Yes im an ill poet, you still know it, my lines need a test
Alcohol is apparently evil so im drowning in sin
Only if i mutilate my mouth will it turn from a frown to a grin
Im really a psycho, forget the tight flow, im too wild
I like to rape my own mind, change? thats futile
Unlike most of you pricks i didnt need a dictionary to pen this verse
Ive been expecting doom, since i left the womb, im friends with a curse
Council estate dweller so obviously im not just a sinner in text
It's strange what i despise the most is what the mirror reflects
My mouth of madness would disturb even the strongest heart
It's gotta be said death is short life is the longest part
Im twenty two suicide is creeping into my mind state
Im not that weak, i got my sleep, whats's blind hate?
I guess thats what i feel when i view platinum rappers
Im broke i see people wave their hands then put smack in them after
I look at them and wonder where did we go wrong?
If i possesed a fortune id help but sorry my souls gone
I find it difficult to concentrate on my rhyme book
Some of the crimes ive participated in would make the blind look
Crime is foreign to you but sadly its home to me
My girl wants a sober seed but my vices is all i oversee
Alcoholic? Well not quite there yet but im not far from it
My brain is intact, Heart my pain is in that, with a scar on it
I'll spit rhymes my rhymes at hip hops conscience hope my flow sticks
I put the punchlines away and only swore three times hope you noticed
Deeper shit from me, fuck what you think of the structure go check your favourite rappers lyrics, structure will be all over the place so dont be hating on my shit.