Confessions of a Holy man
Confessions of a Holy Man
Our father, who art in heaven
Hallowed be thy name
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done
On earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day, our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those, who trespass against us
And lead us not in to temptation
But deliver us from evil
For thine is the kingdom
The power and glory
Forever and ever
Amen
Father I have sinned, my heart is soiled
As my blood boils, in turmoil
And my nerves coil, in to a knot
I forgot, thy eyes will forever watch
As I rot, victimized in this plot
I beg, that thy will forgive
Satan’s work is intangible
Unimaginable evil in the hearts of men
The specifications, of priesthood
Means that I should, be devoted
My sugar coated life has imploded
My skin is eroded, I’m devoted
To sinning, my chosen path is evil
People think that my word is
Believable, unconceivable lies
Disguise, the flame in my eyes
The child was merely six years old
Untold are the mysteries about to
Unfold. I saw him, lust over came me
This mere baby, became my joy
My toy, his soul I destroyed
I am the object of evil
Yet also the idol of love
as dark as coal, and as white as a dove
Like a bee, I will only sting once
This fake front, that disguises my life
My strife, I’ll end it all with a knife
My whole life has been speculative
Packages of pain, delivered to my door
No more will I look at children with lust
I’ve sussed what it is I need to do
So now I say good bye to you
The cold, sharp knife, slices through
I’m licensed to, perform funerals
But now someone will perform mine
Before I, go I have to let you know
That child did not die, it will continue to grow
I hope, that it’s life hasn’t been destroyed
I am truly sorry for the grief I have brought
Goodbye I love you, My God
Yours sincerely,
Father Macnamara
Father Macnamara was found slumped over his blood stained bible
The little boy grew up to be a renowned paedophile
Sin will forever be among us
But we can learn to fight it
