She Told Me To Talk The Rainbow
By: 2nd Verse
I Stare At My Disgraced Town, And Look To My Disgust,
A Bow Of Red, Blue, Green, Above, & I'm filled with mistrust.
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She Told Me To Walk The Rainbow....... but it's mocking my fall..
Did I ever take it in vain? No... But I'm often appalled.
Mirrors have never been clearer, so I smashed, threw mine away,
& I wait for the light of days to fade.. before I peruse the night & stray.
It wasn't trickery, or confusion, but I'm brought to quite the conclusion,
That I failed from the start, not knowing mirages could get lost in illusions.
I fought the delusions, forced to believe dreams could be real,
Seclusion? I SHOULD be sealed.. I'd rather be on display than be healed.
Most people are back stabbed for a reason, and earn a blessin',
But I was back stabbed by my own LOVE..... to learn a lesson
I sit in shame, every morning, wondering if I'm dumb to begin,
My day, knowing I'll never get to see the rain befall the sun rays again,
I was entrusted, believed, I never meant to hurt or deceive,
But there had to be someway to the stars, someway to achieve,
I was Naive.... and as I grieve over my own loss & sores,
I grieve twice as hard..... knowing I let her down even more,
Even if it was just for a second, or two, if I could sound fit words,
I would have said I'm sorry..... Before I hit the ground with her.
She landed first, and now I weep every time I see the street,
Where rainfall and sun rays meet, each week..... to my deceit..
I've payed the price, in every way a soul & body could give,
I Cry In My Sleep..
& wash my pillows every morning before I decide to live,
She Told Me To Walk The Rainbow....... But how my fall was a mock..
Did I ever take it in vain? ...........No...... And now I can't even walk...
I'm paralyzed from the waist down...