What Happened to you?
Do you remember the sunshine?
Is that too bright for you now?
Now that you have some downtime
Some wind down, while you get wound up,
Silently over highly not profound stuff.
You're not insignificant but your worries are.
There's ways to change or live with it, so don't hurry to scars.
You're a spitting image of a gritting grimace,
Not fitting in this is the reminiscent image:
Where I think about your smile, laugh
And the path you took, which has you shook,
And not peering back at your past but LOOK.
Just gaze back at your timeline, maybe for a lifeline,
And there's a 50-50 difference between then and now as far as you as a friend of mine.
Come take a poll of the so called trolls in this audience,
Who try to console you but are given no control.
And they aren't applauding this, "oh no"
I'm not trying to get Freudian but
"We caught his grin constantly since that's what he brought with him
And nowadays without warrant he coward plays,
This frosts his limbs and the "coldness of the world"
Is an idea he now gets lost within".
I'm sending calls to him,
Phoning a friend,
But he never picks up either his phone or his chin.
He won't even smirk; he claims to hate his work,
He pretends to act nice towards advice but away he jerks.
I guess I can't help him
Once he decided to delve in,
The pit of selfish
Self-destructive rebellion.
I'm unwanted company,
Buying stock in helpful remarks,
He says to hell with me.
But don't ever sell me short, don't ever shortchange me,
I know I'm not sagely,
But I saw you acting strangely,
And I blatantly offered care,
And all you cared to do was besiege me,
I guess you found friends with which you can be deranged, "D"
But when the chemicals wear off
Are you still thinking playfully?
It seems to me an issue of your apathy,
But I'm expressing interest when you aren't looking at me happily.
"No one seems to care"?
I guess I'm a "no one" caring.
When I see you wearing and tearing it scares me so I warily act fairly to try to care for your bare needs, but you despairingly barely even let me stare, you're not sharing.
So now I'll wait for your return,
I'll wait and save my energy
For when its time we learn,
When you wish to see the friend in me.
When you teach me your problems,
And I teach you to solve them.
This is a resolution revolution
I'm trying to be your godsend,
And loot out all your god damn pollution
And if I bomb man?
Doesn't trying count?
"A pirate's life for me" is a piece of mine to check out.
When the tide amounts, when you're down and out,
When you're by my side on all accounts,
I'll be there like always,
Lending an ear to hear your times you have to talk about.
When you come back with stories to tell,
Will they be boring as hell?
Since when you party your memory is hardly
as active as man who down ten stories fell?
Do you remember me?
I know it seems easy but the drugs don't help,
Enough people love you for you to love yourself.
So come on.
I miss you friend.