This cramped muscle aches, confined
in an unremitting cage, keeping
alive the soul under the decaying
layers of bitterness, lamenting over
what could have been, could well be;
what is not. Bathed in regret, love
was wasted in obliterated years past,
blinking the memory of life once
upon a time unrestrained, independent.
Can one even fathom the misery which
accompanies daily routine, unwanted
contact, often forgetful that there is
more to living, more to the world. And
we speak in broken tongues, reshaping
boundaries with my every move, afraid.
How long can we survive in this lie, how
long can we pretend nothing is wrong,
before we shatter, before it's too late.
My cramped heart is aching, tragically
emptying the self. I resign, handing you
my last 7 breaths, death will do us apart.