UNSPOKEN WORDS
My search is finally over, I’m speechless with so much joy,
I’m gonna get to meet my mommy, she’s gonna meet her little boy,
36 years without a word, she abandoned me at birth,
in the letter she said financially there would have been so much hurt,
but now just getting to place my eyes on the lady that’s my creation,
its gonna light up my life, lift me out of my devastation,
what am I gonna wear and should I watch my slang speech,
if her hands resting on the table should mine lift up and reach,
im sweating with fucking nerves cant believe im gonna be heard,
ive got cobwebs to brush away on my drawer of unspoken words,
I’m gonna wrap my arms around her and try not to shed a tear,
My joys starting to be overdriven by a giant ball of fear,
Awkward silences are my enemies, should I cancel this date?
Maybe being separated was mine and my mothers fate,
No way, I gotta do this, she’s my long lost mother,
Im crying just thinking of her, do I have a little brother??
The nights finally here, im speeding, radio blasting,
Will my mother and I have a relationship that will be lasting,
A newsflash about a bridge, and my phone begins to ring,
I turn the radio down, some cops got news to bring,
He starts talking about the bridge while my head just starts rushing,
Im outside, my heart racing and my cheeks begin blushing,
Bout to open the hotel door but I stop in shock instead,
I ask the policeman to repeat, the only word I heard was dead,
I scream a cry of depression and I collapse upon the ground,
Im weeping about a stranger, but my world seems shot down,
My fate wouldn’t allow it, for me to feel some joy,
For me to smile at my mother and show her I’m a big boy,
Sorrow fills up my heart as I smash my head on the pave,
I guess im bringing unspoken words with me to my dieing grave.
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