It's easy to say... the world is not your oyster...
I need her today... but it's not like I can force her...
Surely if I.... Wait then I'll find my peace...
It's so early but why... Am I looking to be deceased...
(beat starts in. Music is upbeat, different from the slower chorus sang to no music at all.)
Overcome by my losses;
Seein' my grief she just watches,
Can't believe I can't even eat this McBuiscuit with sausage.
If that ain't the problem then what in the fuck is?
I don't care if I'm poor and won't come up in the biz.
Moral dilemmas and ethics, can I get a bed with my breakfast?
My body's fine but my wounded mind needs paramedics
Take my money and home, slap me and leave me alone
Why does this system attack me? I beat myself up on my own.
Cryin' inside so I gotta try and decide who to trust
Who's on my side and which bitch is just hidin her lust?
The things she said dancin' through my head like sugar plums
Sittin, thinkin', and brown bag drinkin' like hooded bums
I guess I otta change, completely rearrange my life
Stop smokin this thoughtless provokin weed every night
Sometimes the going is tough, see it's been a rough December
But there's a reason for being, this is one more thing I'll remember.
It's easy when I'm happy but now believe me it's awful,
I stay alone by my silent phone ever so thoughtful
But I've still got my spirit, weak people fear it and run
I took my time to be sad, but now I'm , MAD world... here I come.
(beat stops and after a few seconds, chorus is again repeated with no music. It is sang slowly)
It's easy to say... the world is not your oyster...
I need her today... but it's not like I can force her...
Surely if I.... Wait then I'll find my peace...
It's so early but why... Am I looking to be deceased...
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