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Inner Pain feat ILLunatic
ILLunatic
I got a bright mind, but a dark soul
A warm heart, but I show my hearts cold
I seem to appear as something I'm not
Inside I'm crying in tears, but never showed a drop
My reputation, thats all I've got. & I live to it, it's sad
It's not me, but it's all that I've ever had
All my pain & fears, deep inside, I hold them in
In public I'm fine, but alone, they unfold within
I dont kno when I'm sappose to give, I'm so confused
I dont kno what to do, Mentally, I feel so abused
Through & through, for some reason I refuse to change
I never understood this, just always knew it was strange
As I've remained the same, all my pain has grown
Refused to get close, retained to stay on my own
Keep my problems to myself, away from anybody else
Reguardless if they really care, n just wanna help...
LM
Everybody gets that feeling of hurt, grieving...
The numbness never leaving, wounds not healing
Stealing your forgiveness to be replaced with hate
The anger takes action in situations you create
Weight builds on your shoulders, its too much
Try your best to laugh, but you cant try enough
Coz you feel crushed, every touch burns the skin
Putting on a brave face, hiding the pain within
In time you begin to feel the stress, the pressure
Soon it becomes too much to handle & measure
Life has no pleasure, leisure time filled with tears
Your lonely, emotional, living your deepest fears
And it appears to never stop, but you try in vain
Instead of talking, you bottled up your inner pain
And its hard to regain confidence as it proceeds,
To tear you apart and break your heart til it bleeds
If it succeeds you'll spiral down into depression
Now everybody notices your painful expression
The questions are asked, "what was the cause?"
"Who cares, just get me back how I was before"
More tears fall to the floor, friends & family rally
Tryna help, but with so many demons...
...You cant ever be happy
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