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since Issue made those two songs one ghost in New York, the other about being Addicted.. I decided to make one about Suicidal thoughts.
So here it is..
“Suicidal Schizophrenia”
[Hopeful Side]
Severed thoughts, mental pain and anguish...I can’t stand it...
Never caught with anything I can manage...I didn’t plan it
Dark figures and shadows, ghastly images...heartless threats
I paid for the torture with my soul...now the heart comes next
Always taunted, I’m pass being p*ssed off...it’s not surprising
I would stab myself with this knife, but I have more thoughts arising
Poison I would engulf most of, or maybe stick some forks in the toaster
But let’s end this quick...I’ll just pull the gun right out its holster...
I don’t hate life, in fact I love it...It just happens to hate me...
I’m both the victim and the suspect...There’s no one here who can save me...
[Deranged Side]
“Read the bible? That’s crazy...man my problem isn’t that simple...”
“Instead of ‘going to church’, I’d rather blow the right side of my ‘temple’...”
“There’s a thought...” I stay talkin’ to myself...all the time
I did it once watchin “60 Minutes”...they were talking bout Columbine...
Yeah, I’d come in with a trench coat, a shotgun, and an evil ass glare
But I’d probably blow my head off climbin’ up the first flight of stairs
F*ck this earth and all you people in it! I wish you all would suffer...
Sh*t, if my mother were still alive...I swear to f*ck I would snuff her!
Piece of sh*t, I’d slit your wrists and clit...then f*ckin’ split...
Then laugh maniacally as I yell out “Payback’s A Bitch!!”
[? Side]
“Skeptic spits I’m vexed and sh*t, all hexed and fixed...
Flood the pain! Someone please raise the water to my neck and lips!
I can’t forget, I can’t admit, this pain all scant in bits...
Mash the knife to my heart, death is tranquil in every sense...”
chorus-
I fucking hate you, You stupid Snitch
Ive said it once PAY BACKS A BITCH
While you sit there and make plots,
I sit here and right down how to kill you with my SUICIDAL THUGHTS
NextOnMyShitList-
These are the sounds of an incapicated sole/ So overgrown and old when you inhale hits from the bowl/ your body just slows and the suffering grows/ Till you want to be black and blue from your nose to your toes/ the stentch of your clothes reeks from the blood of your wrist/ As you apply another band-aid to a gash the size of your fist/ you're naked and starving- the bones poke through the skin/ You just can't wait to wake up from this shit hole you're living in/ You take the gun barrle and place it on the tips of your lips/ No words, no gestures, just letting the tigger do as it may wish/ You reminess- all the times that you miss/ your wife - your old life- your flesh and blood- your kids/ You close your eyes and realise that's good, done and over with/ that bitch moved out and took everything good you had and ran over it/ The slump you're in seems to increase by the second/ You grab for the seringe but everything you had has already been injected/ An empty bottle of pills teeters on the edge of your hand/ You just wish you could try and make this dumb bitch understand/ You're not a violent man and you do what you can/ BUt she took that final thread and threw it away in the trash-can/ Now with your bottle of 40 - a 12 gauge- and an empty bottle/ Your body starts to twitch and your minds full throttle/
chorus
Outro- Suuiicciddall thoughts.. ugh ugh yeah. HAHA (fadeout)
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