just something quick...had an idea i might work with it.
earth shakes, hit the floor, fireman at my door.
wheres mom she was suppose to be home at four/
laid back in an ambulance barely breathing,
she was at work geting ready to be leaving/
never made it back home that night and im sick,
i mean if there's God, why did he do this mean shit/
well it been 5 years since my mother has past, til she took a breath her last, i picked up the bottle and started to hit to my bottom fast/
drinking to cover the pain of loosing you, not seeing you, still miss the mother in you, remember the morgue, your face was blue/
dammit mom you aint coming back, my worlds black, feel like a vicious fiend always ready to attack, i hate who i am, its a fact/
believe in religion, how can i when im sinnin, stealing, dealing, i got no feeling when my eyes look at the ceailing, i need to healing/
if there was a God he help me out of this critical condition, my mom i would stop missin, maybe i need some sort of admittion/
5 years, i lost my money, home, and wife, what a calamity, and fuck calling a friend on the phone, dial the devil when i need direction in life/
give me the knife, and i could slit my wrist and take the fears away, the pain of having to wake up and live another day/....
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