EVER SINCE A LIL KID
IVE BEEN A TORN PICTURE
COZ THE PAIN
OF NOT HAVIN A FATHER
PUT ME IN A TWISTER
REACHIN OUT
BUT NEVER BEEN REACHED
BY MY FAMILY
THEY TRIED
BUT COULDN’T UNDERSTAND ME
I DIDN’T KNOW WHO TO TURN TO
IN MY TIME OF NEED
PPL SHOWED ME WEED
BUT IT WAS THE TOOL OF THE DEVIL
MADE ME CURSE THE WORLD
HAVE I BEEN MENTIONED
I DON’T THINK SO
GREW UP WITH FONEY BROTHERS
WHO TALKED ABOUT ME
THEY USED TO BACK BIT
THEY WERE SOUR
AND DISGUST ME
SHOWING ME THAT I COULDN’T TRUST NOBODY
HAD TO LEARN EVERYTHING THE HARD WAY
BUT IVE BN LIVING THE DARK WAY
PUT IN A SHADOW THAT NOBODY COULD SEE
MY LIFES BEEN FUKED
SO F'U'K EVRYBODY
WHO THINKS THAT IM CRAZY
POINT AT ME AND LAUGH
SEE WHAT IT DOES TO ME
SUM TIMES I LOOK UP
AND ANALYSE THE SKY
AND ASK MYSELF
WAS I MEANT TO BE HERE
AND WHY
WHY I ALWAYS MESS UP
WHY I CANT LIVE STROGER THEN THEM
WHY I JUST BREAK DOWN AND CRY
COZ IM A BURDEN TO MY WORLD
COZ I AINT GOT A HEART THAT FEELS FOR OTHERS
U CAN HIT ME WIV UR STORYS
BUT THEY DON’T MATCH UP
2 WOT I GOTTA DEAL WIV
EVERY TIME I WALK IN TO MY HOME
AND EVEN WEN MAMMAS TEARS DROP
I DON’T HAVE THE DECENCY TO ASK WHY
AND TELL HER TO STOP
SO MY HEARTS BLOKED UP ITS TURNIN BLACK
I DON’T CARE HOW Bad IT IS
I JUS LISTEN TO PAC AND SHED SUM TEARS
IT AINT FEAR.
WHY TEL ME DAT
U CANT
SO IM BUSTIN OUT.
