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Reflections- Credz
Tears of the World- Deviate
Na~Ledge
My soul slowly desending to an unknown destination
Earth's lights dim as I'm mamed by the grim revelation
Of my mortality, rapidly life flashes before my eyes
The past failures and success that lead to my demise
Wishing to be granted command of the hands of time
Rewind back to my conception, possibly alter my design
Refine shortcomings, redirect course I navigated wrong
Correct mistakes, erase fate's blueprint to bring me harm
But I can't, death takes all, from this scheme I can't escape
So with a prayer and closed eyes I loosen life's embrace
K9
A shadow of a thought moves silently interrupted briefly by a click,
Facing the barrel,I think not clemency from the corrupted drug addict,
But random thoughts fly inside at a high frequency…Softly in my ear,
I hear Death’s anthem over whispers with pungency from my past-lived life,
With deeper breath I visualize thru my mental eyes not being alive,
Not seeing my family,my friend,my baby cuz I won’t survive my ending,
Tearing in my heart,pending for my final bell,to fade to black like a raven,
Should I depart painlessly…would I go to heaven or fall in hell?
In five seconds I linger endlessly in that thought inside my head,
He pushes the trigger…………………………..……..I’m dead.
Johnny 6-feet
It's been said, the end of life brings a tunnel of light
But as my breathing shallows, there's no funnel in sight
I think back on my sins, my victories and my losses
Slapping livid bosses, making a track to drop it
Its been a long trip, i'm exhausted i'm ready to die
ready to steadily fly to the heavens and lie
I've weighted, judged and given credit for trying
For keeping my head to the grindstone, stopped the devil from rising
I almost smile as i enter the final release
Life's stresses are over, its time for peace.
Berlin's Best
As death fades out what’s left I come to finally think of regret.....nah
Fuck regret, I neglect every hard feeling, I starved...my heart’s kneeling
Too late to start dealing with what wasn’t of importance for long
I hold my last two cents to pay the transport to heavens fort.......
.....and mortgage for a bong......
now I got shortage all among knowledge n shit
just let the clip spit cuz ain’t never been nobody to acknowledge the kid
Djb
Living to breath, but im breathing to die, I lie
cry to try to clear my eyes of pain that resides
derived from being deprived inside I crumble
subtle exterior but exaggerated heart mumbles
struggles double and infest an altered conscious
haunted by my thought process as god watches
while each breath botches the entity of existence
I wish this resistence died so life and I would distance
I revisit great times in my mind to find im empty
hope kept me, now living’s nothing and death’s plenty
*BANG*