Hmmm, thought id try a new style of writting and see what you people think...
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What the fuck…
Just break my presence
It’s pitiful to you, feeling the way I do
But yet I try, and I fail and falter
So without hesitation take my life
Crumble the once happy image of me into nothingness
A bitter grain of matter, briefly human.
You said you loved me,
Love… you said…
Nothing
Blank
Just let me go…
You’ve promised me forever
But that was five minutes ago
Somehow you seem to have forgotten the…
Love
Can I grasp this love for a single moment?
Please just let me hold it
I tried so hard,
But yet I fail,
Why?…This life has yet to prevail
Is this just and endless losing streak?
I scream but through the tears I begin to choke,
Because every moment I’m happy
The end of the day seems to be
Broke…
SO HOLD ME PLEASE…
What I have, I want
But for some reason it seems,
That…
What I want is to far out of reach
And beyond my understanding.
Just help me…
Grasp the understanding of your beautiful mind…
Cause I want to hold you forever in my arms,
But forever…
“Swallow”
Is out of my grasp and forever in your arms…