Im not really feelin this holdiay spirit man/
Got people annoying me, dont wanna hear it man/
Got ya stupid celebrities makin money for christmas cheer/
Celebratin' in happy moods like life is perfect here/
They complain about paparazzi and shit, I agree/
But ya got money, datin other celebs, and shit for free/
Look at me, stupid white boy who sits at home all day/
Bored as fuck, got nowhere to go as if im goin astray/
Some days I feel bad I pray but not in a religious way/
Annoyin fuckin people in my way as my mom smokes up ash trays/
I feel to give to the poor but not to people that annoy/
Hate these holidays sometimes cause ya mood gets destroyed/
Why should I be happy,nothin to brag 'bout myself that's worth hearing/
Got no happiness so its my own conscious thats disappearing/
The only things I like are presents sent to me under the tree/
But its the stuff i need that doesn't take away my own integrity/
I have to do something good for my parents to say something good to me/
But when its bad they give me the lecture continuosly/
Brings me down and when I try to motivate myself shit happens/
Shit makes me pissed when im just trying to tell my expressions/
Then they complain about my attitude and my negativity/
I try to be positive but ya hurtin inside me as i watch tv/
No one knows the true me, but the picture aint easy to see/
Like a fogged window on a cold night is all cloudy/
I go to school of people I dont care about much but Im stuck there/
Stereotypical and ridicule remarks with the social action everywhere/
Thats my subtraction plus my reaction is the negative/
So thats why some of my rhymes i write try to be positive/
So I live at home all day, go to school of shitty people/
Every year I go to school is just another sequel/
I play basketball with a dumb coach that approaches not as a coach/
He can't coach, our practices are scrimmages and just drills/
Hell, nelly does more when he goes and gets his tip drills/
We don't learn skills, middle schoolers learn more than us/
The whole inspirational shit don't exist, its our minus/
But dont mind us, Im stuck in a world of my life that tumbles/
I try to pass tests by studying but I still do bad on finals/
I still hate some celebrities cause they can date any girl/
Even the famous girl I want, but im nothin so I have to settle for the ugly/
Cause of where I live that girl can't see me, it just bugs me/
I can't come in cold turkey cause I fail to do to succeed/
Holidays this year is not that comforting, I even forget my need/
My life needs something to make me happy that erases enmity/
Damn, what do I do to get better cause I don't want misery/
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