A Disciple's Thread

[CLA203]

I never smoked crack though

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The day i quit running for good

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I lostt my mnd

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Honeslty... I think thsre are alot gods and evrryone has one amd thats whg religpus tects disagree

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honestly, I believe there are many God and everyone has one, but that’s why religious text disagree

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like if that’s what you believe and is in your heart that your God, if you believe that, that’s your God like teams

[Blas]

I break it down in a more historical and epistemological sense and try to rely the least amount possible on myself as I can, I believe the truth is out there if you're willing to care enough and do research

[CLA203]

honestly, I was mad at God because he promised everyone free will but me but now I know God isn’t the one that took it from me. He just doesn’t cheat like they do.

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I might do more research but ive been screaming no nun sonce i was 16 because I was blessed to know how real God is

[Blas]

honestly, I was mad at God because he promised everyone free will but me but now I know God isn’t the one that took it from me. He just doesn’t cheat like they do.

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I might do more research but ive been screaming no nun sonce i was 16 because I was blessed to know how real God is

yeah we all have free will but we definitely all have different struggles, some much worse than others, but I believe it is purposeful and is revealed in due time. the atheist believes suffering is purposeless and tries to avoid it at all costs, but unfortunately it is a reality of life and does have meaning

[CLA203]

Shout out to pac on shooting anniversary

[CLA203]

Ok so I know for fact Melissa and Beej had friends in music they talked about when I was 15 and never again… I didn’t know I had a baby or had a baby by PAC - how? Anyways Kevin was defirnoey a decoy set up and they paying people to hurt me… arrest Melissa C, Beej, Kevin and Ikon and I gaurentee we find who shot you pac. I think they are torturing me to bleed you out and they gunning for 50 too! They also set up flex by naming the blue tooth in my torture cell flex too

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I let mob deep at Bern’s house and they were cool only I didn’t know they were mob deep until prodigy died and I saw his pic

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I was under bad boy from 16 to 24 I really know in my heart it’s not puffy either 50

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Mob deep at beejs house*

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Arrest Anthony too… he was beating me up taking pics and sending them to someone

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This black eye better be gone by tomorrow too

[CLA203]

They’re sleeping me and hurting me again… same way

[CLA203]

They started raping me agan - idk how they do it but i swear to GOD its not to my knowledge permission or consenr - i dont miss a beat

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Idk about the first post

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Idk about the first post

[CLA203]

Really tired of being mentally ill - I go from happy to depressed like 5x a day and can’t stand the ups and downs - I’m just really feeling being broke, really feeling this break up and sad as fuck - I’m sick not cleaning like I normally love to do and not feeling like myself - they started hitting me again while I sleep powerless then they want me to think and act like it’s not real - if this is some group thinking they bouncing me in I’m gonna ice pick them in the neck - I am fully prepared to go to jail if I have to - I’m sad I’m feeling discouraged ever hitting on my writing and sad cause they get to every relationship I have - I think I’m gonna give up on promoting and tagging 2pac and 50 on everything - it’s probably why 3 ig account got closed this weekend - I’m just dead, dead as fuck and just want to be happy again

[CLA203]

What really bothers me is someone is for facts on my phone fucking with my head and I hate them… I was just taking a test from school and got disconnected until I hit the button like 5x… sometimes when I writing on ig for my book comments are turned off and I can’t comment on my own shit then they miraculously get turned back… they have my bank account numbers and stole $75 last week but the bank gave me back $50 over some dumb ass credit card atlas that I don’t even want cause I don’t have a job - I only applied to it because they say you get $50 if not approved… a dumb ass card that wants you to pay $8.99 for a $10 credit limit - because I’m mentally illl no one believes me so all they do is stalk me and fuck with my head all day long and refuses to stop - I can’t stand it - I’m scared of stalkers to begin with but the police won’t believe me either even when I show them the devices. I’ve been finding devices in my homes for 15 yrs and I’m TAF I mean so TAF that I’m homicidal now

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I’ll kill just to be free and be me again

[Toobs]

I can fix her.

[CLA203]

@Toon s MISSED YOUUUUUUU! ��

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@Toobs sorry still have this really bad spirit infection and it makes it really hard to type

[CLA203]

guys we need a better search engine. I remember writing a poem about church and the black smoke thrown and I can’t find that shit anywhere. It’s frustrating me