Dreams Eyes Wide Open

Circling with spirits whose betrayal puts you in their hell
Tingles or sparkles they say is a concussion but dr I already fell… i know it’s a spell
Impossible moments that I only see thru the grey and white
Visions so disgusting I’m ready to fight to see it right
Hallucinations is the closest I can describe to the burn, ash, calm, pin or prick
But even thru all the madness one used to steady grip my steering wheel and try to flip
So I sip… on a karma SO kazi
Cause people wanna know - why is me?
Again!!!!
Runnin… back and forth up and down to find peace
Spinning thru these voices but they won’t give you the speech
Dropping and passing out blocks side stepping land mines
Solider of Love… lol you won and those were some tight lines
But I wasn’t out on that block
Daddy I’m fine I’m just buying out stock
When it’s low - it has no other place to go but up
I was lucky and it was fun
Now I’m talking back to 50 cause 4 to 12 would’ve been 8 million compared to what I won ($5k)
I didn’t realize 50s boys wasn’t related to a gun
I remember the AK gone missing and back to boys in the hood with nightmares that even could make doughboy run
I assume… now here come the gloom
I can track up to 3 miles unless I get more ghosts which will brighten our smiles
When your white don’t wanna write but the panther in you do
Too delirious to your earth or green eyes you didn’t realize that it happened to you
TRUE
Now I do… CASE CLOSED