Call Us Today (to Far Behind)

[A Disciple]

Call Us Today
To: Far Behind




“Now maybe… I didn’t mean to treat you bad but I did it anyway” …

And maybe you rested on your laurels and I didn’t even want you to stay
But you played the game and even mock me when I pray
Lost+ there is nothing I regret about that
Except for some out of bounds asshole – Snake, THE RAT, Gun
And if you think there is ANYTHING easy about tongues
You knew there wasn’t and you’d just watch me run
What you even doing here? … then you blame it on pyre
If you don’t think I don’t doubt every call since 04 was on wire
I just know what its like to be me…
And when I’m not…
And as a specific design? That’s when I get mad A LOT
I’m not gonna lie… having my own money made it ok
I was long gone but you came back to take it all away
What and who gives you that rite?
Now you think I’m a sit here and fight?
You swore you were in there, you still swear
I rather most than I rather not and I still don’t care

(Let the chorus play)

Share the pain… that’s some real words… that’s what Jesus told me
If I’d listen to prior advice - my own wouldn’t be so quick to scold me
But I didn’t have any… just a bunch of lies about me and a façade
And I’m not afraid to die but for who and when makes it hard
Hard for you I mean… what you know about being a soldier?
Or watching your dreams fade away as you grow older

“Won’t you look at where I’ve grown – won’t you look at where I’ve grown”

I don’t need you for a second – I don’t need you any where
Just trying to break free of these chains – owww - headache – change subject
What you know about living like that right there?
And I can’t stand when someone stand so elite
So I’m a break this down for you and bring horsemen to their feet

“It’s a shame you should have told me but you left me far behind”

(Let chorus play)

(Over the guitar and oh no’s)
And I’m not mad, I’m not sad, and all this should remain NOTHING to you
I’m not going to continue to fight these internal wars when nothing is due
And everything left to remind me how you stand so sure
But betting against the rest and you started your own war
Now who the whore?
But still you are here and want even more
Everything you served me now is in reverse… just like a curse
I am not kind
You are not cold
Me you can’t find
Now I’ll be told
I’ll get back my mind
My body not sould
I didn’t do it…
But yet I’m here…
Check back, check check…
The rules?
All souls is only once a year

(Let the rest of the song play out)

Evidentially bitches can do that for you!
Or is that what rape do?
In my own born city - it was someone that knew
And I didn't yet sooo - WHO?

- - - Updated - - -
@Candy your turn...

[Candy]

call us today
::..::

call me maybe, baby wait i feel served
on a pallet of paint or grain turned
stale re-worded and curved into perverse
certain death in perfect depth -stretched reverse

its not of often my coffin cast regret
i sweat bullets through my threads unfed - wet
soaking barely coping my last smoke.. fresh
left in an attire less appealing by breath

remarkable sparkles at night - the sky
sooo bright, soo clear yet its sheer density shys
why in write, i then re-light the same smoke fried
the days have became repeats of times gone by

these days i am getting old, the scolding rage of age
the face of a girl draped in shades to shaded
to call grey, time fades my freckles by taste
facades masquerade the shapes as foreign/strange

i am an anarchist princess against a queen
that grew beneath the cement and through the streets
through and through i'm the pretty one her the cunt
by hierarchy only, so a salute doesn't full short when we fuck

an army of darkness and a solider of truth
merit and moral i dominate what is proof
i suckle the air in which she does breathe
out her vagina as she smells my ass cheeks

through panties worn of worship and valor
never caring that her diaper wont be taylored
mine fancy little frills pale green with white stitch
hers fixed to asphyxiate they very scent she sniffs

soo i let it breathe
she spreads my cheeks
my panties drop

i am the same anarchist you knew at birth
as whatever you are doing rocks me to sleep..
just know i will never let these panties drop from just below my knees---------

[A Disciple]

I liked it.. were you coming from the perspective of a girl? You on IG? Cause the funniest part is I'm wearing pale green panties right now LOL @Candy