There is nothing more excruciating on this earth then those moments of insanity. You wanted a case study - you should've done it your fucking self.
There is nothing more excruciating on this earth then those moments of insanity. You wanted a case study - you should've done it your fucking self.
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CLA919
That was put there by your nail-painting pardner, (gay) @Kill Spree in yet another flagrant yet completely limp display of abuse of administrative powers on this forum.
He said you made love to him and made him squeal like a woman, you even used your strap-on.
My username is testament to my utter destruction of (gay) Kill Spree
I’m not schizophrenic - bp1 and ptsd
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There’s actually a BIG difference
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They say schizophrenic or multiple personality - they have a chance to heal and get better. I don’t...
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Maybe I do have a chance to heal but... I’ve been in hospitals at 13 and never had a problem again until 24 so like
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I guess with me? Me... it’s for life, it’s gonna take a while to walk all this out and come to terms. The extra cruel is they make that impossible hiding the truth from me is keeping me sick
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Kinda like how when Juno came out and they were talking about it at work and I glitched.. 10 min later my boss had a ppt change SIMPLE change. I couldn’t get it in time for the meeting and that’s a never happened to me before. I never fold under pressure and then that night at my bday dinner... by morning I woke up in mental for the first time since 13 at 27 or 26. 13, Juno, back in mental... now that I remember I probably was pregnant at 13 and that’s why then too shit... it might make sense now. But that assault, being stalked, that pic or them 3 bangs... me? I’m for life! It’s bad enough I already feel donated like some ginneau pig. Did they know it was gonna cause me to hit insanity deleting that shit?
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That’s why I’m mad at psych too. Everyone knew I got raped but me. That’s why they dropped my stealing a car still running for my life. Cause me? I didn’t even realize why I was so scared except I’m always scared when I’m crazy - so much fear!!! It’s so scary facing shit you blacked out or that got blocked out before
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Cause you don’t understand what they trying to tell you and be told or expect the worst - if that’s where it’s my fault
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That’d be my shadows, angels, ghosts and spirits
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Trying to tell me what’s up
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Then come the voodoo strikes... real shit... like god himself hate you... that’s how real they feel
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Trip first, think later... I realized I was crazy again about 5 minutes after I stole the]car and realized what I did. I’m telling you, you don’t know your spirit horse unless you’re put in a situation of life and death like that.
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I need to learn how to think before Tripping
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smoke some weed hun.. it will relax you.
Gay Frannie!
Stop deepthroating your bottles of Smirnoff Ice!
My username is testament to my utter destruction of (gay) Kill Spree
I smoke weed on the weekends usually but not that much... everyone smoke joints or bowls now - I like strawberry phillies which they don't even sell anymore.
Just please don't tell me the crazy girl has to figure out what's going on to get out of the maze, ok? Especially when it's all just in my head. What gets me is the spiritual shit though, and no protection. I can't send it back... I can't act, feel, walk, talk, or even hiss like myself. Getting to my personal peace and comfort just is getting harder and harder too. I'm going to try and research some old school rap to take my mind off all the things I don't have answers to or closure either, but feeling like even my computer and phone is sensored. Could be the paranoia in me or it could be how quick they randomly get shut off by themselves or etc.
Between the real and the fake it gets so hard to even tell the difference.
Does anybody wanna write? Can we just really start a league again or something?
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that's a really beautiful pic disciple.
Thank you @frankiemc
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yur welcome disciple
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Shit, wrong account.
That acct is friendly towards you, this one is not and I need to make sure I don't do that again.
I didn't write that, you faggot.
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she was talking to me not you. your name aint frankie.
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theres a lot of retards on rapbattles.
kiss my ass you chump. sick of hearing your whiny ass moan.
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everybody disses me, learn some respect.
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you diss me ill send you to hell. lol
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disciple my friend will shit on ur head too.