Some real shit, sure some can relate
Lifted
Its fucked up when goose bumps make ya quiver hot
Frozen hands, pouring sweat, feet feeling like a cinder block
Whole body stiff like ya about to enter shock, its slow movin
Fuck, your at this place again, how could you be so stupid
Vision is so lucid, you know that there's a better way
Hit ya knees and ya hesitate, its been so long dont know what to say
God I've been lead astray, I should be speakin with ya every day
I forever pray,
God I'm sorry, please forgive me for these sins I've made
I'm so afraid, I'm reach for ya now cuz its never too late
I'm so ashamed, overwhelming pain you can see it in my face
How many times is it ganna take til I start walking in my faith?
How many times have I been lost and caught up in this place?
How many times will I hit rock bottom before I change
I got the devil all up in my face and I feel like such a disgrace
All this guilt and shame is just so hard to embrace
How many times will I engulf my life in flames before I break
But your all powerful and great,
Everytime I'm caught up in this place you over me your grace
God I Love You. I keep going against you with how I'm livin
I pray that I never again stray from the path you have written
I pray that you guide me and help me stop all of the sinning
God I'm grateful to be alive will you let me be forgiven?
This battle is never ending, I'm never winning,
This hell I've been living is pure misery
But maybe my history is meant for me
And God is givin me the humility and strength for victory
Its a mystery, Im struggling thru this life just look into my eyes
Maybe hes just preparing me for a blessing in disguise
And so I Pray
I'm not looking to the skies im looking in my heart
God please help me, have mercy and show me where to start
Its been so hard, my whole worlds fallen apart but I feel gifted
Cuz spiritually in my darkest moments the Lord has me lifted
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I replied to several pieces.