A warm sensation overwhelms as I gaze upon the lights
Lost in the patterns which spawn upon the dawn of night
For what its worth, I discern I've taken it all for granted
Amalgamated with the earth, my boots have been planted
My toes have become roots, dispersing through the ground
Astounded by the scenery which drowned the sky around
Flying high in this heavenly moment, sounds I hear bring delight
I might be slightly overjoyed by these sights and sounds tonight
The brightness and dark beautifully contrast, its suitably
Euphoric, I'm ecstatic for it. And so fluidly--
I'm relaxed and at ease, I cease to feel like a solid
This released state that I'm in, I'm uncertain what to call it
I feel strange, living an abnormal reality
Difficult to distinguish the truth from fallacy
Is this fact or fiction, is my brain playing tricks'n me?
How can I trust my senses when it all seems too good to be
true? I question it's validity, but quickly fall off track
Is my felicity a lie? My ideation drifts back
My mind is sporadic, yet focused on a single thought
It moves a mile a minute though simultaneously stopped
I begin to dispute the entirety of what I know
It then dilutes my composure and diminishes my glow
So with it, I grow frantic and massively paranoid
I'm now in a position where me and myself share a void
Here the lights abysmally shine and set a dismal mood
This negativity brewed inside, I'm wishing it will conclude
As the bright lights dim, does it allude to my own demise?
I despise my current mind state, I must mentally revise
I'm uncertain how, as I'm overwhelmed by anxiety
Awaiting my death, as crying initiates quietly
Suddenly I'm in the amenities of where I call home,
Petrified and flush, I'm hot to the touch, my face has shown
That I'm happy to be here and I let out a relieved sigh
Immediately I realize that I'm coming down from a high
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