I don't know how to get over my boyfriend's past. I do love him very much, but his past keeps haunting me. He has had sex with 26 women, and messed around with countless more, many of which I'm good friends with. He only had one serious relationship, and he cheated on her numerous times. I literally get sick in the stomach when I think of some of the explicitly dirty things (and people) he has done. I don't want this to ruin our relationship, but it has been becoming a literal physical pain in my stomach when I think about it. I don't know how to get over it. The man I see is so far from the dirty, disgusting, (for lack of a better word) whore that did all these things. Part of me just doesn't understand how someone so sweet & caring, could have done things like this. But at the same time, he is a man, and I guess I get that. I just don't know how to not keep getting upset over this. I've tried to talk about it, and every time all he says is he doesn't want to talk about it. He refuses to tell me who any of these girls are, which wouldn't bother me (as much) if I didn't know some of them were girls I see everyday. I don't know where to go from here. Help?
I know this isn't a normal RB topic, but there is always someone on here, even at 1:30 in the morning, and I need some kind of direction now, before this gets any worse.