The world as I see it revolves around grievance
the scenic gets darker every second I'm breathin'
my breath gets colder, I got the world on my shoulders
I got dreams devolped in a casket they sent over
saved by the motions, a underdeveloped emotion
I can't tell what's real thanx to this overexposure
they called me a soldier, I stand alone amongst no one
a sense of devotion mixed with more then stellar performance
I could hurl myself away if I wanted till I lose oxygen
while the satellite emits waves of some dumb bitch gossipin'
the world is tossed into war again, more disorder then...
while they got me hangin' here watchin' it all like a ornament
but a ornament has no emotion cuz it's stuck in suspense
but how the fuck does that explain why I'm so fuckin' depressed
makes no fuckin' sense, I'm so lost I feel like no one knows me
and thats why I'm so lonely but how could anyone console me?
when I'm stuck here watching it revolve...God I'm so lost...
I swore, I heard a knock at the door but that's impossible
I scream at the otherside because I can't correspond, lost the view
blurred by my own tears, stumbled to my feet to yell again
WHOSE THERE like a drunken fool going through hell...then again
I may just be finding a excuse to think to myself, talk to myself
in front of the mirror watchin' myself, easily lost in myself
waiting for them to give me a answer, why can't we communicate
doomed to the fate of dying alone, I'ma go home if I'm losing this face
they sent me here cuz we losing the race, but there's not much
to do in space..........
so behind me is the sanctuary.....sanity