My soft sheets wrap me up in death's embrace
Each breath delayed.....
I close my eyes and start to envision heaven's gates
or maybe hellish flames
Seen better days, i'm dead inside cuz my wife and kids inherit shame
Wanna melt away, can't let them see me....
like this "please daddy don't leave me!"
My daughter screams as her face is irrigated
By tears, i try to smile but the grin is faded
I raise my hand to stroke her cheek
But falls back on the bed...i've grown too weak
I have nothing to leave you, why are you here?
Drawing me near...i don't deserve your tears
A raging drunk, i missed your birthday for years
And you..my bride i controlled with fear
But still you're right here in the struggle
For your husband,
But my spirit can't settle though i'm snuggled in your bosom
I dont want a funeral...that's all you can do for me
The pastor would go to hell for all the lies in my eulogy
I wasn't a dad...*chuckles* doing all i can?
God would strike you down just for saying i was a good man
*cough*Well goodbye world...seems this is the final breath
"Any regrets?"...."There's only time for a few words my pet"
I collapse...the scene is over...these women sure can cry
Now i peak into the crowd...not a single dry eye....
We bow...I'm off stage..."great job invoking sorrow!"
Gotta get some rest....another show tomorrow.......
i'll add the links in a sec....for those here from HHA it's Hyzzy...sup....
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