Hard Love & Skyscrapers
By: Perseus & Cry
^in that order...
"As I display this shit, know I'm hatin' it,
I even feel like a fuckin' emo sayin' it...
but today I sit... up on a skyscraper,
and I still can't get a mind to hate her."
A smooth, yet vibrant beating of sound
turns violent as the feeling runs round...
from ceiling to ground,
but what's the reason she shouts?
To provoke a color I dare not paint...
pulls out her keys, and I dare not restrain
I'm scared and I'm strained,
I'd ask her to stop the pain,
-but everything seems to shatter,
my opinion may scream, but it won't matter
I had nothing, but yet had her?
Now I sit back as my memories scatter.
I look out the window, now she's gone,
only wishing she'd...
Forgive the wrong...
and wave goodbye while sayin' so long!
I'm so wrong, but she's so strong as she keeps up,
and I lead her to dead ends; she breathe's muck,
reeking of... old writing that was never published,
none that was enough to ever flush this -
one track, love-less, couple down the toilet,
a life that was too loud, but now the noise fits!
boy, it's just ten seconds from being twenty minutes,
and twenty minutes from being something finished,
was she in it? was she winnin'? I can't tell -
and as my life's falling, I ask hell -
"why have I fell?" and "why was it from grace?"
I've stared deep into love's face...
she's a nutcase... but I love her 'till the end,
and I will pretend before she kills me dead...
with a guilty head, wait... did I just say?
OH GOD! I'M FALLING BUT STILL IN LOVE TODAY?
oh, please no... I was afraid!
NOW I'D LOVE TO PRAY!
I still love her, don't do this...
this building's a crude, bitch -
I'll get through this... though my lungs burn,
grant me this - I love her...
I didn't mean not to think first...
*SMASH*
-that really hurt
and now my hearts on the outside of my t-shirt.
"As I display this shit, know I'm hatin' it,
I even feel like a fuckin' emo sayin' it...
but today I sit... up on a skyscraper,
and I still can't get a mind to hate her."