he feels hidden and safe in his secrecy,no secrets to leak to me
not tellin shit gives him decency,i see it differently
we all talk equally,legaly lost in a system
of distant visions,that splits like light dipped in prisms
then leaked from tha incision,tha bright has risen
like white blood cells driven into a place where nothins livin
ive given things a second thought,so check tha box
outside im live i thrive on sex and pot,intellect that shocks
i confess yet press to stop tha tape from rollin
i never hate tha cold,then break my hold on souls kept captive
actin i never shake tha snow,fallin slow and its too late to grow
should've got that out of tha way,no child shit today
thats over,still sober from hard drugs
far from tha stars and sun,ive jarred plugs loose from there sockets
confused,i choose a new topic,misconstrued my views i dropped it
hot like rocket fuel,i stock it,keep a steady supply
my minds heavy when high,ready to fry tha mic circuits
let me just try,i might work it,ya minds deserve it
this perfect feelin i cant describe,inside finaly i feel alive
and still im high,tha vibe,it radiates to every one around us
surround us with fresh concepts and ses that sounds lush
soft as plush underneath tha feet,take a seat,we eat
feast on beast roasted,piece for piece im coastin
toasted on smoke and weekends,if i choke im peakin
leakin my personal down pour to a stranger,im in danger
my styles a messy baby girl,i gotta change her
tha same shit is gettin repetitive,slurred it with some sedatives
i feel perfect without my medicine,still i tell myself to let us in
tha other me says to flee,run away from it and dont return
couldnt do it,my original self wouldnt let it burn
from trial and error is how i learned,to my concern ive turned
to a different alliance,everythings unexplained with science
might as well teach with silence,help us sleep with violence.