Everyday I look in those eyes-of-yours, even when times-are-soar, I see what's beyond-those-eyes
All her life she had to respond-to-lies as big as a dinosaur, she feels like she'll fly-no-more, got her saying nows the best-time-to-die
It hurts to see my baby go thru-all-this and when you upset I cant even give you-a-kiss
Even when you happy inside you're blue-and-pissed, wish I could make-you-happy and take-apathy, never leavin cuz I'm glue-that-sticks
But what hurts the most is I'm the cause-of-ya-pain, when we walk in the halls-its-insane
you dont wanna talk to me and just-keep-walkin, but have a lust-for-stalkin you and neva leave ya alone, askin whats wrong but we all-not-the-same
How could I do such a tihng to you-in-the-past unfair like jews-gettin-lashed, I hurt the innocent fragile girl I'm tryin-to-protect
She's dyin,-mentally-wrecked cryin-not-knowin-whats-next,
Its all my fault, I put her in a world-of-despair, I hurled-her-in-there, and I just ask, why-did-I-do-it
I only cried-when-I-knew-shit, when I understood the events goin on, but now I just cry everyday outta the fact that ur hurt, on top of it you tell lies-that-added-to-hits
You avoid me pretendin nothings wrong when-its-obvious, like I'm then-oblivious, like I'm only in this-to-use
Everyday I hate myself for what-I've-done, for when I cut-my-hun, I'll release my problems when I cup-some-rum, what I still have left with you is a risk-to-loose
You didnt deserve none-of-that-shit, just an innocent young girl lookin-for-love on the lookout even when ya puttin-on-gloves, then I come along and give you some-large-fat-hits
Hits of pain, hits of betrayal, and to think you were happy-inside now life is a crappy-ass-ride, and its all becuase-of-me
Deep down inside when you workin hard, not b/c you studyin, cuz you coverin up depression, it would be snappy-to-die, did you ever see-love-from-thee
The memories echos thru-my-systems I wanna take it out on someone so I choose-my-victims, there might be a day my morals would be lose-and-I-hit-them
Even tho we sorta worked things out I still feel like it was yesterday, it may look like I'm concentrating on the test-today, but I'm worrying bout my guilt and booze-til-its-ten
PLain and simple I hate myself b/c of what I did-back-then I was stupid like a kid-thats-ten, like a farmer that bids-his-hens
I wish I could go back-to-the-past to snap-all-my-acts, prevented this shit from startin, just glad you didnt get rid-of-ya-friends
I have no idea how we worked-things-out now things go to normal as you come to school with a shirt-and-blouse
I still cant believe I hurt-my-spouse, ever since then I've been-faithful, but I know you dont beleive that even with the evidence I provide, and you see an evil emptyness in me like hidden-space-holes, but I wanna let you know, I'd go if one of us were-to-douse
I've scarred-you-for-life and for that I physically marred-myself-twice, I still worry for you, are-you-alright?
You might think I dont love you, and this guilt is coming from nowhere, the stars-are-in-sight, I wish we could watch em together, or maybe its me about to be run over by a car-with-big-lights
I dont know what-you-beleive but its not helpin with the cuts-I-receieve but for now we just go on livin life together tryin to rebuild-from-the-past
EVeryday I thank god we're still-together and that we'll-never be apart for now, the only reason I see-will-to-live-at-last
Thats what I see in your eyes...everyday
When we hug
When we talk
When we kiss
When we study together
When we're at your house
It all goes thru my mind...all this shit
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