My Own Insanity
Flames scar my arms, like an animal in a burning farm
Demons play with me, like a dog; wishing me no harm
The pain brings out constant screams, this isnt a dream
Merciful laughs, they've forgotten I'm a humen bean
Holding the hand of Satan, he smiles at my pain
Driving me insane only for his own im-mortal veins
He rapes my soul, destroying my own role in life
Lifes getting old, but he wants me to survive
He reaches his hand again, handing his hand to me
Only to re-drive me back into my own insanity
The Reasoning Behind
Twenty Four hours before, I took a gun to my son
He wouldnt shut up, I wouldnt give him a place to run
He said he was sorry, but this will never become his story
It's my insanity, crying out to behold my damned glory
Reaping the fool's sleeping, slaughtering my own child
Creeping upon the dreaming, vertile momentum gone wild
As I pull the trigger, his eyes get bigger till he dies
He get's a change in figure, left with the reasoning behind
Satan Wont Save Me
As my son lays there dead, I remember what he said
"Insanity wont save you, it'll keep you on being lead"
To death in future times, fucking the lawful crimes
Spending dimes on whores that cant do it right this time
I loved him, he wanted to be just like me; I hoped not
What a sin, to let my spawn die with out a stop in thought
But no more, will I let this Demon of demons rape me
Because now I know, that Satan wont save me