Pain.
Many manipulations engulf my mind
Like a song constantly playing of thoughts to rewind.
continueing to play countless times
as ive reached the interminable pain in an endless line.
meaningless smiles and joyless hello's
Hurtfull I LOVE YOU's and stabbing LET GO'S.
My heart is left, Broken and rotten
My love has been shattered, a friendship forgotten.
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"the truth only hurts when let to intrude in a meaningless sense of rudenss in life"
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Too many tears i have cried.
caused from angered emotions that eats away my insides.
No longer can i endure this pain
As my name is shadowed behind, a broken and nameless frame.
an eternity of pain has caused me to believe
for a silth drop of happiness cannot be exchanged to me or achieved.
a fantasy to live with tranquility and peace
a nightmare of struggles, choked with a touch of pain and grieve.
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"Life can only mean an inch in life, if done so with feeling and kindness in your heart"
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The past that holds my treasures in life
Now sleeps with the titanic in the cold and weary night.
The future that's said to hold my hopes and dreams
lay's on the dirt battered and bruised, left nothing but a blur to me.
I apologize to those i hold so dear
For the time has STOPPED, my END in life is HERE.
As i grip the knife, i slowly waive my good-bye
For no one left in mu life can save me from the life destined to be mine.
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"As the night slowly fades away to dawna new, a soul is lost but never forgotten"
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