Shit a little stressed, but I feel after this shit I’ll be simply refreshed
Never knew how to be that nigga that cares more instead of less
Shit I’m blessed! And God if ever I been blessed, trust its gone now
Felt like the odds this time was to odd for a King to remain wearing a crown
A non-living mothafucka keeping the eyes on the prize
Fuck trying to rise, cause day by day I struggle jus to get by
Another nigga in the ghetto?...…..Shit I’ll accept that
no future for a nigga actually trying to make it,
.....cause hoodshit is nothing but setbacks
do u hear that,………… shit………..,nothing but setbacks
smoke the blunt until I’m calm watch my future
......from far away and jus maybe perhaps
I’ll be dead before any more disappointment throws me off track
cause I’ll never be recognized on the level that Bush at
I stay wit these rhymes, one at a time
Brake them down jus incase ya wonder who I is, ya can press rewind
Tape the shit, matter a fact ya can take my clip
Take everything so when I’m gone only thing
......left is the truth a nigga spits from his lips
I won’t quit! I admit I did from the beginning
Cause to a blind nigga loosing seems easier then winning
And if niggaz want a show, shit I’ll put on a clinic
Remain myself while I push niggaz who don’t believe…..to the limit
And as far as joy in my life, funny, cause this time it wasn’t taken
Have u ever given up something valuable for a good reason
……….but at the same time knew it was a mistake
I have! Which way to go from here, shit I don’t know
Never loved no body simply because I never seen a real diamond glow
Blow in the breeze and stay in place, not blow away
Jus a beautiful sparkle of what they call amazing grace
But I can’t lie to ya I seen it once
She was as beautiful as the rays that burn off the sun
Hard to picture it, cause at that moment I was no longer a villain
A creation like this shit, ah mahn……one in a billion
Had to leave though cause a nigga didn’t deserve her
Didn’t want to fuck her future up so a nigga jus up and deserts her
But I learned one thing this pass yr. bout pain in Sorrow
Something we all should know before we see Tomorrow
No matter how much pain and hurt we have and success we did or didn’t
The only thing we can do with life is simply just live it