[[ Reflection ]]
...Christmas Eve...
Staring Down A Barrel...Tears Rolled Down N Splashed The Lead Of The Rifle
Cause An Hour Ago, N A Tangle Of Dismantled Metal, 2 Parents Declared Dead On Arrival
Heart Split In Two Like It Was Cut With A Vast Sword, With To Dead Bodies IN A Crashed Ford
Jimmy, A Young 6 Yr Old Views His Own Parents Brains, Teeth, Blood Across The Dash Board
His Spirit Keeps Floating, Bottled Up With True Emotions Of Sadness, Hatred And Loathing
As He Looks At The Car, Scattered With Christmas Gifts, Lacing, Wrapping And Clothing
They're Voices Are Haunting, Tryin To Be A Man, So Hes Stompin This Dumb Hurt
Pushin Away The Relatives, And Even Tho Hes A Kid, Hes Not Wantin Their Comfort
He Makes It Home, Twelve Past 10, Covered With His Shakes And His Fears
His Eyes Are Swelling Then, His Mind Dwells On Them And He Breaks Into Tears
He Starts To Calm Down, Chokin Back Tears, But Then He Turns His Neck And Sees
Somethin That Makes Him Fall Down And Cry, Its 'To Jimmy Love Mom' Under The Xmas Tree
[[ As Jimmy Turns His Gaze To Wear The Pistol Lay, He Collapses And Faints Until He Awakes On Christmas Day ]]
...Christmas Day...
His Eyes Awoke, Memories Flood Back Of 2 Parents Victims Of Car Incidents Crushed And Slaughted
Beside Him A Smith N Wesson, And 2 Cyanide Pills About To Be Emersed IN A Cup Of Water
As He Contemplates, He Thinks Its A Dream, Focused, And To Him It Seems
That The Snub Nose Will Do The Trick, If The Pills Are Duds N His Blood Stream
[[ On A Pen N Pad He Quickly Scribes ]]
Cruel World,
My Heart Shattered, As You Were Quick To Take Away The Only Thing From Me That Matters
So Im Going Out With A Bang, As I Take These 2 Pills And A Bullet To Make My Brain Cells Splatter
Sincerly Yours,
Jimmy
[[ Time Passes Unseemingly, As Jimmy Pops 2 Pills Next To The Chiminey ]]
'To Jimmy Love Mom' He Unwrapped It, He Had Yet Another Cryin Fit While Clutching The Sweater
Puts The Gun To His Head, Pulls The Trigger, Leavin Brains And Blood On The Letter...
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